Back for another post, this one could get interesting...
Starfield - Alive in this Moment
I never plan what to write. I guess I like that kind of "oh yeah that!" type of deal.
Summer ended pretty well with internship at abigail-glaum lathbury studio and corsetry class at school. Really happy with how everything turned out in the end. Got to hang out with great friends whom I've grown close with throughout the summer and am glad they are a part of my life.
So the new year started, which is something I'm really excited about because it's a new year in the fashion department and a new year with Christ.
Feeling some sort of fire that's just yet to burn even brighter, it's one of those that's indescribable cause that's just who He is. It's something I haven't felt since I left high school to the dreadful yet rewarding exploit. Though I am a few years behind my intended graduation year, I feel that there were some obstacles I had to climb over before realizing what was meant for me. I actually had a friend who, perhaps unintentionally, called me out on my age and as to why I'm still an undergraduate at this age. Personally, I have no problem with that sort of comment but I guess this time around I just got frustrated. I do need a bit more patience, because something inside me is yearning for what's in store. There's a feeling I can't get over that alot of work is ahead of me and I'm ready to see what will come.
There's alot on my mind, maybe a little more than I should be having but I can't shake this feeling I'm getting at all.
Patience.
There's so much I want to say, so much I want to do in such a short amount of time. I keep wondering what's happening on the other side, but I'll never know until I decide to take that hike. Hopefully, things will be the same, or even better[?] that would be amazing. Praying for sure.
Soon.
I finally got a bowler hat from UO for $10. Was a highlight to my day after drafting patterns all day especially after looking for a nice one for years. +
done for now, will update in a few hours.
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I pray that one day, I will be even more gentle than I know I can be.
I pray that one day, I will be even more humble than ever.
I pray that one day, I will be more like You in every single way.
I pray that one day, I will recognize the love that's been poured down on me all this time.
Facedown, I pray in submission that every bit of pride in me may be shattered, that I may serve You wholeheartedly and earnestly.
Thank you, for awakening the soul that has slept with anger all this time.
Cast everything of me that is wicked aside, so I may show compassion for everyone.
Give me the bold attitude, the fire I once had for You again.
Show me how to humiliate myself before my family, friends and enemies.
At the same time, prompt me when You've been spoken ill of.
Grant me the confidence in all things You have planned for me.
Would You help me understand true mercy.
Would You guide me in forgiveness and in patience.
Help me become a true man of You.
Facedown, I ask of you..
Change me.
W.
